"I Don't Know How To Love Him"

Song from the play [Jesus Christ, Superstar], by [Andrew Lloyd Webber] and Tim Rice, sung by the Mary Magdalene character. [Yvonne Elliman] performed the song for the original 1971 Broadway production as well as in the 1973 film, for which she won a Golden Globe award. Other artists who have reprised the song include Ray Conniff, Shirley Bassey, Helen Reddy, Mulgrew Miller, Samantha Mumba, and Sarah Brightman.

Lyrics:

I don't know how to love him.
What to do, how to move him.
I've been changed, yes really changed.
In these past few days, when I've seen myself,
I seem like someone else.
I don't know how to take this.
I don't see why he moves me.
He's a man. He's just a man.
And I've had so many men before,
In very many ways,
He's just one more.
Should I bring him down?
Should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of love,
Let my feelings out?
I never thought I'd come to this.
What's it all about?
Don't you think it's rather funny,
I should be in this position.
I'm the one who's always been
So calm, so cool, no lover's fool,
Running every show.
He scares me so.
I never thought I'd come to this.
What's it all about?
Yet, if he said he loved me,
I'd be lost. I'd be frightened.
I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope.
I'd turn my head. I'd back away.
I wouldn't want to know.
He scares me so.
I want him so.
I love him so.


EM entry history:

  • 11/04/05 - Entry created

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